Have you ever dream of being different than you are now? If i could change something about myself it would be my insecurity. I would make myself less of a control freak. Something else that I would change about myself would be my patience.
If I could I would change my insecurity. At times I feel I am not good enough. It's a weird feeling but I can't control that emotion. I think I am not good at sports, or fashion, or anything I do. Even though my insecurity makes me feel different, I learn from it.
I have this habit that I have to control everything that is around me. I like to control people, animals, or if I do something wrong I have to go back and re-do it. Sometimes I feel that I am in a cage and can't get out. If I could make myself less of a control freak I would. Sometimes I just want to let go and live to the fullest but I cant. I have realize that my habit of control is stronger than a thunderstorm. Me, myself, and I have NO patience. The thing is that I don't have patience for others, but I want others to have patience for me, ain't that weird? I have no patience because it makes me mad. Bu patience I mean that I don't like to repeat myself.
Three things that I would change about myself are listed above. What I want to change about myself is odd like I am right now. But those are the only things, because expect that I love myself . I know that all I got to do to change this is get it off my head. I bet that no one ever though I would have all this changes in my life. (photos provided by google)
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